@WadZ In mY HeAd@

choice

2010-04-01T15:43:00.002+08:00

Ive been joblessfor a week now..and within these 1 week ive received 2 calls.Calls on hiring ppl for Sales/Retail.Damn..Ive reject both of it.Pratically,i should have just accept either one and get a job back.Get paid every month to pay my bill,shop and just do the usual things ive been doing...But,as in emotionally and experience wise...I want to have a taste on a different area.I dunt want leave with just one kinda of job and be professional in just 1 area.I choose to be picky coz i do not want to loose any oppurtunity that allows me to try diff kind off job and yet again i do not like to be job hopping but then,from wad i see..most of the jobs dat is offering me is mostly from RETAIL...Should i take-leave it??Well,holidays are coming..I should enjoy first and think about it when im back.Dats a PROMISE!!

quit again

2010-03-19T10:44:00.003+08:00

i quit
-A.G.A.I.N-
*no point staying if they keep on dragging ur contract,adding up tiles&tiles of wurk and left me wev no benefits at all but adding white hair in my head.I need to leave dat kinda situation anyway,so i've made up my decision without any regrets*
!!THAI IS CALLING ME AGAIN!!!
CANT WAIT

2010-03-18T23:23:00.004+08:00

Is the JINX on me or something??Eversince i startz to watch american idol season 9..ALL and i mean ALL doz dat i lyk will be out on that particular week or
the week after.DAMN!!!ISHould i sop liking ppl in diz season??Ok,First it was him;Jose Munoz.Wasnt really one of my favive but i noticed him on the first song he sang on the show itself.I download it and the next day he was voted out.

Then comez my fav hair lady,Michelle Delamor..She was my 1st fav chick but shes out too.

Next,its Alex Lambert turn to leave the stage.It was like finally i manage to notice a cute guy out of the loads.Yah,i usually notice guys much more later den the ladies.

And now!!Its Lacey Brown,which was my 2nd fav for the ladies..DAMN!!!!

But well..all diz *stamping on the foot* atitude doesnt stay for long coz rite after that,it is the BITCHY show.Yah its none other then ANTM.

So ok la..a good way to CHEER me up..AHAHAKS..i wasnt dat down anyway.But a good thing is,i DUN hev any FAV for this season..ERRMM..maybe dey r PETIT or i juz dun feel it.*PEACE*

3 new holes

2010-03-17T22:31:00.004+08:00

Diz is wad I juz did
.piercing 3 more holes on the side of the ear

(1 on e right,2 on e right)

& its PAIN-ING like hell!!!

.bought 2 bf jeans

.grab 1 brown heel

*random coz HEELS will always be my LAST choice*and Im still continuing or will continue FLARING over my $$$$ coz i juz CANT get enuf!!

2010-03-10T00:12:00.003+08:00

Diz will be my TO-DO-LIST for the day

.paying my bill
.accounting-banking

.hair treatment
.toiletries shopping
.spring cleaning

.wardrobe tidy up
.diy spa-ing

*planning ur day is a good thing to avoid from getting it wasted*

su 22

2010-03-09T23:30:00.008+08:00

Finally met elle and give her the gift!!!
Awsooome moment wen i see her smile and doz appreciative gesture after receiving it. It is a ONE nice feeling.

2010-03-03T00:00:00.002+08:00

Clock strike 00:00.Its my elle bday today.Did a webcam earlier on,with the loudspeaker,in the dark room and with my lighter on and.......i sang a bday song to hear.I guess it was toooo over doing..she cried la kan.SHARKS!!!But ahaks,i thot it was due to my voice,but nah,,doz were the happy tears.Her happy tears after so loooong.Elle,i noe ive mention it over here loadz of tym,but i've nvr say it personally.I love you honey,and i'll do anything juz to get ur dimply smile.Our friendship is not a chosen one but it is what itz suppose to be.I dun even need to hope that our friendship will be forever coz i noe its gonna last till the eternity. HAPPPY 22ND BDAY SUHAILAH BTE SARIFFIN!!!

final decision is made

2010-02-20T20:18:00.004+08:00

Final decision is made.My iphone purchase is successful already.I'll be gettin it on diz wed.And for my debit fraud case..Arnd $40 have already been credited back to me.And the balance,i hev to wait..But its still subject to approval which i have the strong feeling that i'll get it back.Ive never even went to dat SEARS.Com sheet.So ya,thinking positive here.Anyway,im still waiting for them to mail me my new debit card and about the curling up my hair..The saloon lady was asking me to keep my hair for a lil while before spicing it up..I agree though..So i juz do some hair treatment while waiting for my sis to be done wev her shaving.CHECKDIZOUT!!!COOOLNEEZZZZ~~~~

hackers

2010-02-16T02:39:00.002+08:00

BEWARE!!

My content here will be mozly out off language.Wanna noe why,

READ!!!!!! FUCKING ASSHOLE FOR DOZ WHU HEV HACKED IN MY ACCOUNT.
YAH!!!MY FUCKING BANK ACCOUNT.DOZ DAMN HACKERS HAVE BOUGHT SOME V-DAYS GIFT USING MY FUCKING 157.83.THE TRANSACATIONS DAT HAVE BEEN MADE IS FROM YAHOO WALLET,SEARS.COM AND SOME TRAVEL AGENCIES...HOW CHEAP CAN THAT BE,SPENDING VALENTINES GIFT USING MY MONEY.GARD!!!DIS IS SO UNACCEPTABLE STINKY SHEET!!WAD A SHAME FOR DAT PERSON WHU RECEIVED THE GIFT AND HAVE DAT KINDA PERSON IN THEIR LIFE.HOW MUCH LOWER CAN DAT HACKER DIG FOR,FOR HIS/HER PATHETIC LIFE.
WISH YAH A WORSE TERRIBLE FUCKING YEAR AHEAD U JERK/BITCH OR WADEVA!!!

raiyen anaqi

2010-02-15T20:48:00.006+08:00

Raiyen Anaqi.
i cant wait for doz lil fingers,chubby cheeks,baby powder smell,e masam masam lyk susu basi and obviously the crying out loud part!!
GARD,can u plz be out in JUNE and not JULY so we'll hev sumthing special in common.Hurry come out from dat crampy,slimie place boy.2 hot babe(myself&my sis)awaits YOU.

2010-02-15T08:23:00.002+08:00

Valentines diz year is just like the same old yesterday or even the same as tml...as compaired to last year.soo MONO~~OK!!!!!!!!ERASE ERASE ERASE!!!I so have to remove all doz thots that relates to him.Move on to the next topic..i was stuck at wurk and yet again for tml..But,halfway to end my day at wurk peacefully i had to rush down to the hospital.YAH!!!!!!My dad was warded due to chest pain.DAMN!!Im still waiting for the result.Pray for the best here..Well not literally praying i mean.OOPPPSSS!!Wad was dat suppose to mean huh??AHAKS..But yeh,being the AZIZ'S family,we wont show our hollow feeling but we replaced that wev the hyper attitude.I mean,its better dat way rather den being sad cooperatively and make the old scenario so dead.PIAONG!!Well looks like i hev to go to the hospeeez again after wurk.OKKKKKKKKKKKK!!In addition about the purchasing of IPHONE.i WILL get it,moz prob on diz wed after so much of persuading by the "lovely" ppl around me.HAHAHAHA.Juz kidding,i really love u guys oryt.LORD!!Looks like the plan for me to shorten up my shopping list is just a dream on thingy.But wad i hev to get things done B4 thai getaway is
.swaping my capita master card
.8gb black IPHONE(its enuf for me)
.Spice my hair up.(curls-curls-curls)

2010-02-11T23:08:00.003+08:00

Ppl around me have been the MOZ irritating creature in my life..Literally ALL of dem asking me to buy IPHONE..Gard...dun be mean.I cant use touch screen phone k..

Im juz happy wev my E63 ppl.!!yippeee-shy shy!!

mr and mrs smith

2010-02-06T23:55:00.002+08:00

I gev it a miss to diz...for diz

haha..its been so long since i last became the only rose among the thorns.AHAKS.

*thanks ab for the BALITHAI treat*

nine

2010-02-06T01:17:00.002+08:00

I bet diz will be the next movie dat i have to wait

PATIENTLY(not)

2010-02-01T22:19:00.004+08:00

Bestie Getaway
venue-thailand(bangkok)
period-6april to 9 april
flight-jetstar
departure-11.10am
accommodation-rikka inn
Everything have already been booked smoothly.I juz cant wait for it.Bestie on holizz..Imagine the fun,crazy thing we'll be doing-be it inside the room or out the streets.Hahahaha..Confirm GILER!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh..april april faster come!!

thai booking

2010-01-31T22:05:00.005+08:00

I love Elle love Me.
Ahaks..met her awhile juz now at her wurk plz..anddd..book for our tix.Actually plan to,but since there sum technical issue..im doing the booking of the hotel lyk now and tml we'll be booking the flight.Cant wait for Khao San on April.Plus..I love my *TIAM*

lets go culture

2010-01-28T23:09:00.017+08:00

I should say its one hell off a day especially the closing.Visited all the cultural plz lyk LIL INDIA,CHINATOWN,ARAB STREET.Ahaks..feeling so racial harmony la seh..Yah,it feels kinda new for us as we were already sick and tired goin to the same old plz..tak habis habis bugis,town and come back to bugis again.so MUAKenz.BUT,wad spice up the closure is the ride home.Cool-sheet laaaaaaaaaaaaaa.Sempat imgaine getting my hands on the steering.

*DREAAMMMM ONNNN*
D Lil IndiChinaTownArabzD Ride Home ooops Boon Keng

versatile-versatile not

2010-01-26T23:52:00.010+08:00

Im juz in LOVE wev MYSELF.
well,to be honest..i just post diz for the fun off it.
trying to c how VERSATILE or VERSATILE NOT my look is.Im feelin so VAIN ryt now.

sexy:

nerdy:

natural:

vogue:

messy:

cool:

glamz:

attitude:

smiley:

fear:

stone:

bore

2010-01-24T19:31:00.005+08:00

Time check-7.31..Stuck at wurk til 9,waiting for calls lyk most of the time.Doin ot despite being in a dull situation-total silence.
ISNT DAT GREAT.IM BEING PAID FOR NOTHING.
*evil laugh*

zirca-rebel-bore

2010-01-22T23:41:00.007+08:00

Zirca-Rebel was such a bore.
Was "hunting" for ang moh guys...but chi guys were the one chasing after us and"taking care" of us (KONONYE) as dey were sum drunkard dude went overboard..and doz cheenaas who taught dey have done a good deed by "PROTECTING" us was trying to be funny also.GROSS&SICKENING!!!Really did not enjoy DUSTAKING as the song songs sux way tooo much as well.My psp number is soo mcuh better.ggrrrr....Fri nyt and dats wad dey have.Wad a shame!!!oopppsss...itz nothin personal-its juz business.

(juz to play safe here-whu noes the CEO read diz and i'll be blacklisted..padan muke aku)

2010-01-21T21:33:00.003+08:00

WHUAAD!!!!

i've got a NEW mole on my feeetand FINALLY,im watching now FAME after waiting patiently and moz of it oppositely.....

jump

2010-01-17T22:43:00.003+08:00

Previously its was an outing wev my sis n my bestie.Now its still wev my sis and her bestie lak ZEE.Yah,elle cant tag along coz she hev to wurk.SIGH.so yeh,its the 3 of us...watched JUMP(nice movie) and haha..we bought diz TALI and make it as our friendship symbol.Nyaahaaa...KENTAL okie...but NICE at the same tym.Huahuahua..

additional pix

2010-01-14T01:07:00.006+08:00

Herez the remaining(and edited)pix from previous entry.
CREDITS TO:RISHAH.
nicely done dude.(cuzzie)

grandlink

2010-01-10T20:30:00.006+08:00

Its the cuzzies days.And again..KARA-OK-ING!!!Haha..ive become the GRANDLINK member la kan...SEMANGAT!!!Look up the pix and not forgetting the VDz as well..

kecheet-kecheet:my single:

rishah's:

sisterz duet:

steamboaaat

2010-01-03T19:42:00.007+08:00

Sun was another family day again for me..Starts the day kecoh2 preparing for the steamboat session at home..We hev loads off food to be steam..And its REALLY aload...After we're done getting ourself FAT,me and my sis heads off to MING ARCADE for singing session pulak..K,diz will sound kinda cheesy..But spending the weekends wev the family can juz be the best thing in LIFE.
Makan-Ning:

the LALALA session:

2010

2009-12-31T23:37:00.012+08:00

Wad ive achieved for 2009
.my driving license
.new job

.celebrated halloween

.bali valenty-ing

Wad i supposed to be getting or wad ive plan for 2009

.plans for engagement
.holidaying wev my elle

.gmax ride
Wad ive lost and gain

.LOST YUSOF&FAITH.
.GAIN FREEDOM&BEAUTY.

.loss out on xmas partying,zouk out,countdown for 2010.

so,dats basically wad happen to me in diz full year...too much drama..so for the year 2010,my status will change.i'll be an AUNT..other den dat i will juz stop hevin plans.stop having resolution.stop aiming as well.Juz one word to describe wad i want.

F.U.N

2009-12-28T23:33:00.003+08:00

Healthy supper accompanied by our all tym fav love movie
LOVE ACTUALLY
(im soo missing doz tym when i was very deeply in love;i want dat feeling back)

ARGH!!

2009-12-27T23:06:00.003+08:00

I've predicted the USOP LOOK ALIKE will win,

However

she will always be the BEBOT BABE!!

karaokeing

2009-12-26T23:19:00.008+08:00

Sat nyt was fun indeed eventhough the two sisties are stuck at home.
Ya..coz we cant live wev boredom of life;so diz is wad we did.

the pixies

the vidiez

drove kills

2009-12-25T20:23:00.006+08:00

Its Xmas and FINALLY i got my hands on the wheels.Its been 2mths i pass my driving license and diz is the only tym i get to drive and is SUX lyk HELL.I juz went speedily brutal.Ahaks...Well,xmas diz yr lyk wad ive mention,is a BORE.Went to singapore expo and bought bra etc and dats all.The only thing that is highlighted for today is me driven the car which can kills.HAHAHA!!!!Niway,check diz out.*Moz worst cat post in changi*How tak senonoh it is.Haha.*

XMAS 2009=BORE

2009-12-25T02:17:00.004+08:00

Its 2.18am and im at home.Had a back to back off day on xmas and xmas eve and im not even partying.That sound so DECENT.Well,juz came back from midnyt movie with GURKHA actually..Nothing special happen..Outing was juz as usual..*BOOOORRRREEEEE*

I juz feel diz festive season is juz WASTED.

to AILA

2009-12-23T23:24:00.000+08:00

Wen derez AILA-Derez SEIHA.
I juz wanna tel you guys that i REALLY love her aload.
I juz hope u guys out dere hev deir own "AILA" in your life
coz den,u'll understand wad TRUE FRIENDSHIP means.
Shes an AMAZING gal and im Bless that she choose me.
Thanks for everything BEB.*HUGS*

X mas in ADVANCE

2009-12-20T21:13:00.009+08:00

Advance xmas exchange gift at CARRIBEAN-Keppel Bay condoz.Was dere only for ahwhile,in e late aftrenoon actually coz my sis and i had to do sum shopping 1st in e early part of the day.So yah,it was fun spending wev a gals(missing my elle of coz)and im so in love wev my gift especially my bear gelek-gelek.Thanks to Zee.Niway the pix is kinda lame,coz i didnt get e chance to take much pix cozmy camera FLAT!!!!!+=/$#%69&*/"
exchanging of gift;the acting bz session;interior;exterior;

rihanna

2009-12-18T12:17:00.001+08:00

Another babe to be added in my IDOL list.
Started to appreciate only after the tragedy between her n mr BROWN.It all started from the pitiness actually and den to sumthing else.She is juz one rocking chika.Haha..its preety funnie coz all e artist dat i lyk is all the BABES.So far,no hunk have actually turned me on.NONE!!

*weirdoz*

office cheek

2009-12-14T23:43:00.006+08:00

GARD!!Finally im bax to my wurk stn and everythings runs ROUGHLY.I attended the wrong shift,my headphone is gone,the adaptor is not wurking,and tons of follow up to do.It is so INSANE..but im a tough cookie..Ive settled all doz craps slow and steady.Baaaaahhh.Well,elle fetch me form wurk and did sum shopping.Todays outing,derez a theme for it.Elle actually requested us to wear lyk a office cheek coz we usually wear the usuall stuff-jeans,shirt,slipper and again the same thing.Its lyk a cycle...So we kinda bored for dat so we ended up wearing lyk DIZ!!

PONTENG

2009-12-13T20:55:00.008+08:00

Tired for wurking..So i PONTENG,Hahaha.
But end up i was bored in e late afternoon,so i meet up my sis at bugis(she had high-tea session wev her models)and also her guyfren to hev a early dinner and sum*kecit-kedcit* session.Enjoyzzzziiee Avarybawdy!!!
The Models...

Moment of truth.Baaaah...

kecit-kecit..

random

2009-12-12T21:58:00.008+08:00

32 hours of NOT sleeping Dis is juz RANDOM.

No story-story needed.

My eyes are lyk koyak already coz im still awake since yesterday DISCO-ING!!

Sylvia

2009-12-11T23:10:00.002+08:00

Suppose to hit the dance floor at SUPPER CLUB but we went to ZIRCA instead and we saw HER.Shes damn ADORABLE and HUMBLE.Gard,juz cant believe dat she APPROACH us to dance wev her coz she only came wev her bestfriend and her bestfriend is juz too shy to dance.Ahaks,I may sound exaggerating but im not.Im juz excited but not yet a freak.Wad admires me moz is that although shes in the SHOWBIZZ,she still entertain people lyk US wev her innocence.*or maybe both of us r juz simply HAWT, even the celebrities wanna befriend wev US-PIAONG!!!Ppl are so goin to throw slippers at me if i cont complimenting myself..i'll better stop the crap ryt now!!AHAKS.wanna noe whu am i talking about;juz scroll down*..Anyway,we meet ERVY..*our pri schl mates*after 10years...and COINCIDENTLY,meet RIDZUAN as well.Such a weird scenario...Well,juz to add on..clubbing was fun but a lil insane though..We keep on runnnin and runnin-cubiting and cubiting.Reason behind dat isssss...we juz wanna dance wev each other(ME AND ELLE),but it is juz so HARD.Guys are lyk Dogs sumtyms!
AFTER 10 YRS:
THE COINCIDENCE: DRUNKARD: TOPIC OF THE DAY:THE PARTY: AFTER:

swaats off

2009-12-10T21:29:00.005+08:00

100x++ sit ups.
half++ an hour of usurfing(by OSIM).
100x++ mini weight-lifting(2.5kg).
*diz been/it will be my daily routine to get my fats burn n toning up my body*
and also cutting down the eating of rice to 2-3tyms per week.
*will all diz loosing of sweats n dieting paid off??
hmmm..i hope so*

GARD

2009-12-09T17:30:00.011+08:00

GARD...Diz is juz ADORABLE!!!!
*hush hush-no other words to describe*
AKU SUKE!!!

And diz look(interior-exterior)is juz a BLESS!!
i wont need a mirror or even look at it IF i own diz looks
DAMN!!Wad a ladieee.
*my all tym fav*

2009-12-08T21:28:00.005+08:00

4 days of training n i'll be back to the dance floor.Cant wait for dat!!!

NO TO ZOUK OUT!YES TO SUPPER CLUB!!

Niway,training is sooo dry but dats good.Its so our "honeymood perid" dat is to juz laid back and "ENJOY" the lesson taught wev lyk a handfull of students in the class.

sunday was fun

2009-12-06T22:42:00.020+08:00

Really had a good tym after so much of wurking.Great rilexation;Happening moment.Its the first tym that both bestiez gets together..It juz feels so great.

MY SUNDAY AT CAFE-DEL-MAR WAS FUN!!YEEEEHHHH!!!!

simpang bedok

2009-11-30T20:25:00.006+08:00

Juz a normal dinner outing at simpang bedok wev the family.
Im on MC today coz my gums is killing me.
YAH!!Diz wisdom tooth of mine juz keeps on growin n growin n growin.

NOT DAT INTO YOU

2009-11-29T10:28:00.005+08:00

I TAUGHT...
.To be wev sum1 who loves you is better then to be wev sum1 whum you love..
.I only realised how special is dat sum1 to you only after he leaves you..
But den i realise,all diz thing wont work coz

IM JUZ NOT DAT INTO YOU.

PANCIT

2009-11-28T21:34:00.008+08:00

GARD,i feel so PANCIT la kan...I realised ive not been spending/pampering MYSELF.Gard....i juz wish my sun is free so i can relax myself after pushing myself to the real core limitation..Despite all dat n feel lyk sheet today,i did meet up wev my sis n my elle for dinner and sum snapz coz i noe,spending tym wev e both of dem will atually energize myself for atleast awhile but now I so swear to god dat i'll juz stick my body to the bed til tml after im done wev my entry.

WALAU-WAAYY!!!!TABLEHHH TAHANN OOOHHH!!!Niway,heres is the remaining TOIZ pix*plz refer to incident on 25/11/2009*

hari raya haji

2009-11-27T19:46:00.006+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Haji for all.Seroiusly as a human,i dun kinda lyk this festival..coz its all about sacrifising the relevant innocent animal(sheep&cow)and i juz think its pure selfishness...but as a muslim i have to accept that fact coz its part of my religious,but luckily im able to choose not to eat it.So yeh did quite afew visits after i end my wurk at 12 and dats the reason why u can c my shag face n also wearing a diff clothes...n pssstt..we did a visit to JOO CHIAT mall after the visiting and it was damn empty ah.ISH ISH ISH!!!!

overflow popcorn

2009-11-26T23:13:00.003+08:00

I'll gev FULL OVERFLOW POPCORN for diz mooovieee..
Its AWSOME!!

toilet

2009-11-25T23:50:00.006+08:00

Taking PIX in the TOIZ hev always been our 1st choice!!!

crap and sheet

2009-11-24T21:47:00.002+08:00

Been eating diz CRAP!! Becoz of diz SHEET!!!

*gard..its lyk never ending la kan-wev all diz renovation thingy*

song baaaik punye

2009-11-22T22:07:00.009+08:00

Sunday is A FAMILY day..well~~,atleast it is for me for diz week.Haahaahaa..Had lunch wev e fam after SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO long n SHOP!SHOP!SHOP!SHOP!wev e sis..Yeh,hev not been getting a chance to spend quality tym wev her eversince shes back.Enjoyz!!

*IM IN LOVE WEV E 1ST SONG IN MY PLAYER*

2012

2009-11-20T23:34:00.002+08:00

Its the very first tym i watched movie wev my gurlfren.1st tym ok...even after being CLOSE frens for 12-13yrs..Ish Ish...Dats y i sacrifise myself to watch wev her ........den to my only GURKHA..I own him 1 though..

*diz wad it means wen the says goes:its better to be wev sum1 whu loves u den to be wev sum1 whom u love*

zed zod-kepamg keping

2009-11-17T23:44:00.005+08:00

Renovation of the kitchen hev started.
sooo..the zeeeeedddd zooodddddd,kelepaaaang kelepiiiiiiiing is all i can hear wen the clock strike 9 n thanks la kan..Im wurking afternoon shift diz whole week n still i hev to wake up early wev all diz mess around.GARD!!!!Soon it'll be my room..DAMN!!!!i feel so suffocated in my own house!!

*thumbs down*

Ehhhhh.....shes back la SEH!!!Luv u SIS!!!!

subject to approval

2009-11-14T23:26:00.006+08:00

Start wev a mealDen a horror movie.... Another date,another guy.
Will i make it permanent???
Hmm,its still subject to approval-but hes nice though.
So,wadz next??

shopping spree.

2009-11-12T23:40:00.013+08:00

Finally i had a normal day out/night out to decent places.Haha..have not been shopping or atleast window shopping after i get my job and all doz nyts out...and aslo spent QUALITY time when SOBER with ELLE.Haha..So heres the update.

im a driver

2009-11-10T22:39:00.005+08:00

tp-PASSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im a license holder of class 3.
peepz,im a DRIVER now...how KEWL is dat!!!

*picanto is on the way*
.hehe.

1gal4guys

2009-11-07T23:11:00.024+08:00

i T-H-I-N-K im going to hev a lil long break from clubbing.Have to really concentrate on my rest tym,my health and also the working schedule are kinda hard for me to plan for nytoutz...So since ive assume dat tonyt is e L-A-S-T nyt...Ive partied not only wev 1 guy but 4 guys la kan.(1 benefitS of being single-baahhhh...)Hahhahaaahaa.And again im pressing it hard here dat i only do diz for e sake of F-U-N!!!

Happy Hallooween.

2009-10-31T23:06:00.003+08:00

Seriously,i had a great nyt eventhough moz the of clubz queue are fucking longsheet. So we ended up in CHINA1 and wad HAPPENED in dere will only stay dere.

(including FRENCHkissing ELLE=UN-BELIVE-VABLE=SHY-NEZZ)
Happy Halloowweeen!!!

my boot killa

2009-10-26T21:09:00.008+08:00

Yeh,the BOOT is mine.
*cant get a chance to take a good click on it coz the camera is dead*
Not to worry,it'll hev more PUBLICITY on sat.
Im sooo ready for HALL-O-WEEN.
wad abt u guys?

tutik's wed

2009-10-24T21:24:00.005+08:00

Congrats to the both of dem.(my aunt and her beloved hubby)
Have a everlasting wedding n enjoy de married life.
*god bless*

boots

2009-10-21T22:20:00.007+08:00

Pay is in,so i need to grab diz!!
but lyk where???*STUN*
so rare to get diz wev my size*eye rolling*
long feet-long toes n dat IRITATES me aload!!
I really hev to buy it before HELLO-WEEEN!!!

*I badly need one off diz high cut flat BOOT!!!*

5th sec gathering

2009-10-18T23:28:00.015+08:00

Had only 3hrs of sleep n im off to meet elle and went for the bbq for the sec gathering cumz jee's bday celebration.i was kinda tipsy wen i got dere n GASH!!My left eye is hurting sheet.

hev faith in me

2009-10-17T23:33:00.012+08:00

I've a lil confession to make here..

I kinda lost interest in every guys.

Well juz to make things clear,im still looking forward for another r'ship

but for now..naaa...juz concentrate on heving fun.. (too lazy too date)

Hmmm...i look at gals aload though.. and to make things clear again,i love looking at hot gals*i shouldnt use the word hot coz it is sound so wrong*haha..let me rephrase it,i lyk looking at beautifull gals*gard,i feel funny complementing a gal*(except for myself-piaong)haha..Well put it diz way,i love looking at attractive things or person etc..Its a therapy thingy for me and a healthy challenge as well.Its not dat i wanna be a diff person by being attractive,i juz wanna be better person in general coz dats wad life means.Niway,i jump in e club AGAIN...n no worries,,its wev a GUY.. *guys are crap but i still lyk dem-but not for now*
*so guys pleeaassee hev faith in me,im still healing*
-and lyk wad've i said,i juz wanna hev FUN-

moh gathering

2009-10-10T23:20:00.009+08:00

MOH gathering is finally on..after so much of unsuccessful planning.
Really miz doz guys n doz happy working moments.

save me from myself

2009-10-05T22:36:00.005+08:00

Save me from myself

im falling-im dying

less means more

2009-10-03T23:54:00.015+08:00

Galz juz wanna hev fun after experiencing a HARD SHITTY things in life.

Although dey noe it cant be permanent for dem to really forget abt it

But atleast dere are moments to let dem not to think abt wad dey hev went thru.

"sumtyms less can be more-ahwile can be prolong."

yusof is a gay

2009-09-30T00:21:00.006+08:00

I cant believe it..
Ive been wasting my fucking tym loving diz FUCKING GAY for 3 yrs!!!!
YUSOF,suck ur own ball-LOSER!!!
(before he hook up wev me)

(during and after he he hook up wev me)

shake it

2009-09-29T21:42:00.004+08:00

..Its tym to shake e booty..

really in need to dustak*dustak
any1 wanna join,???

sleeping early is not a piece of cake for me

2009-09-27T12:34:00.005+08:00

Ive start to feel that my life is back on track..Everything hev been goin on smoothly and accordingly to wad ive plan.My TP hev been booked n i FINALLY get a job which strts tml.Good job wev salary dat meets my expectations..I dunnoe why,after raye ive been having things dat ive been wanting.ALHAMDULLILAH!!!(thank god).Yezzah..i can start to plan for my next trip to BANGKOK..Any1 is up for the challenge to accompany me????But wait,getting a job means i hev to wake up early,n waking up early means i hev to slp early..Gard..dats hard coz ive been in an insomnia-ing mode lately..I really hev to force myself to sleep early and dat is not a piece of a cake for me.

dad's 51st bday

2009-09-26T12:30:00.000+08:00

Happy 51st bday to my dad.
God bless.Luv ya loadz.
muax-muax.

reason behind the blue

2009-09-21T12:19:00.001+08:00

I hev reason choosing BLUE..reason dat is BAD for me coz..ermm.NVM i'll sound stupid if i reasoned it out and i dun want dat to destroy my beauty.

I juz cant stop lovin myself.

eid mubarak 09

2009-09-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

To all my muslim readers..I wish u Eid Mubarak.Well wasnt in the mood to raye actually but was in e mood to wear my raye clothes n get pretty..Haha..so i juz put a fake smile everywhere i go.Well..jalan raye was normal..Cover all the oldies house first n back to sis in law's kampong..Hmm..juz njoyz the pix yah.ive split it into diff catagories juz to make my post fun-ner.
The deepa-raya vain gal

The family n such

Abang and Kak Id..U guys r taking forever to produce one..HURRY UP THE BOTH OF U!!!

When can i be the chefhatz(my aunt petname)for my nephew/niece??Can wait ni..Haha

shikin is back

2009-09-17T23:52:00.005+08:00

Finally get to iftar wev the sec mates..Not all ppl can make it though but atleast SHIKIN is dere to join..Gard its been really years since i last saw her...We played sum games and i hev to dance ZAPIN(forfeet)..Its hillarious!!!

wad

2009-09-16T15:09:00.002+08:00

WAD I NEED
.stable job wev fix rooster.
.get my driving license.
WAD I WANT

.a bike license.
.a transport for myself.(i can already afford a bike actually.grrrrr...)
WAD I CRAVE

.my sister.(i'll wait for ur return)

.holis wev my fren or just anyone.

*cummon..i dun really ask for aload..am i??*

new room

2009-09-14T01:20:00.011+08:00

Finally..my room is done..been doing the cleaning up n adjustment for days.Since my lovely sister is not around,i hev to do it all on my own.Do the shopping alone,choosing the theme alone,do the shifting alone as well..ARGH!!!Im so shag but im satisfied wev it..It may look kinda squeezy in the pic but in reality its juz so AWSOME & COAZY!!I LOVE IT!!
-the room itself- -the beauty parlour(includes aroma-theraphy)n media entertainment corner--the moz thing i look up to-

love cnt happen dat fast

2009-09-08T23:39:00.005+08:00

Well ppl...i dunoe if i should say diz here..i noe ive been thru hell in love n it makes me kinda phobea or paranoid of falling again..but diz few days...ive start to think abt a guy(juz keep it a secret 1st)..yeh..a guy which ive known since mths..hes one of the guy dat ive dated only once n just a short meet ups after dat..Niway,ive dated quite a few guys actually...N the main reason is only to get rid of him..No feelings or wad so eva hev taken place..But for diz one guy...hmmmmm..i dun wanna say dat i dun hev the feelings but i juz dun want to engage myself or any commitments..I hev my own dreams to achieve and he hev his own things as well..Its juz dat nowadays or even before i break up we are already close n its getting closer each day...Hmmmmm...if things happen den it'll be great but if things didnt happen it'll be good too.Haha..i dunoe why im telling u guys these but i juz think its a need for me to mention it in my blog.I dun wanna say dat ive start to fall again coz to me im just being ridiculious.I cant fall that fast coz i thot my love for dat bloddy USOP is strong but den again..u cant really choose wen or how u fall in love.Its juz happen n it got nothing to do wev how long or fast u can fall for another person.

Sumtyms LOVE happens beyond our Control.Its juz happen juz lyk dat coz love will always find its own way.AGGREE???
But hmmm..i dun think im in love..or maybe im juz thinking to

much..Gard..i seriously need to get a job n set my goal straight before these brain of mine start to hev wild thots or concentrate on doing good deeds on diz fasting month especially n yaaahhh...damn it..i juz hev my red lights today..
*macam maneeee niiii*

beware

2009-08-29T23:11:00.000+08:00

Ive only hev diz in my mind.
1 bloody powerful box to his nose coz the effect is always better den slapping.
Although its nothing compare to how miserable he've made me but atleast the moment will last. YUSOF BEWARE!!!IM NOT GOIN TO SIT STILL!!!!

ITS EITHER ME OR THE TYM WILL MAKE YOU FEEL HOW I FELT.
I PROMISE!!!

unrealistic issues

2009-08-27T13:50:00.000+08:00

Juz a random outing,I wont call it a date though coz it doesnt FEEL lyk one..But yah..hes a nice guy anyway.Its juz me n my UNREALISTIC issues.Hehe.

cried

2009-08-16T00:04:00.001+08:00

All im doin now is pretend.
Pretend dat im ok wev it all n Act lyk derez nothing wrong.
Although the memory is breaking my heart,it juz stays and never fades.Its clear dat yu could not love me any better&it doesnt matter from where we take diz road coz yu've already choose to hev a different path.Its harder den it seems but i hev to try to accept it n its a muz eventhough i knew dat yu r lyk a drug dat ive addicted on.True love will only happen to me once n i hev no one to be blame if it turn out to be not wad ive expected.

Ive had dat but i juz cant make yu mine.

hotmail probs

2009-08-15T23:14:00.011+08:00

Probs wev hotmail..I cant send email nor delete emails..GARD!!!!Iritating..Niway,went out wev rashid earlier on..Yah..juz to get my sat wasted...i mean to get the day past faster..as in to avoid me from thinking..lyk avoiding me to stress so much...Do you guys get wad im trying to say here???AHAKS.

pyramid

2009-08-14T23:44:00.007+08:00

Had a great sheeshaa session wev great ppl around me juz to ease the mind.Thanks guys..It do help a lil to get myself free from thinking too much.

cum back

2009-08-03T23:26:00.006+08:00

Trust me wen i said dat i will change.

Stop assuming on wads goin to happen in the future because its beyond our control.

Dun gev it up coz deres still loadz of love to show.
Plz cum back to me,coz u're my present,my past n a hope of my future.

dere will only be one guy in my heart and no matter wad happenz it will only be urs

-YUSOF-

my another pillar

2009-07-23T23:00:00.001+08:00

Now den its complete..
ive found my another pillar..
heheh.

i will go

2009-07-15T23:17:00.006+08:00

I tried to save it but....its gone,and it only lasted for 2 1/2 mth...I thot u will be different but indeed im wrong.Gard,i dunnoe how am i suppose to leave him but i dun hev a choice..Derez nothing left.Its really over.I really-really tried but yah,he cant accept me back.I really hev to try to move on.It hurts coz i really thot hes the one..but now i hev to accept the fact..No more of his laughther,no more love to gev or to get,no more him in my life.I hev to go and ive promise myself not to let him c the tears that ive cried for him.
p/s:to yusof
Thanks for everything.u've thot me how to love and showed me life.Doz tym i spend wev u will always remain in my heart.Im sad dat we have to end it but still im thankful dat i still belong to ur past.Thanks for allowing me to share a part of ur life,allowing me to get to noe ur family and frens.I will always pray for u.Do really take care of urself,ur family,ur frens aite.Wish u success and a good&bright life ahead.
Good-bye.
*i dedicated diz song for him*
*u'll always be in my heart;usop no matter wad* *sum1 gotta go so i'll be the one
coz i love him so"

again

2009-07-07T12:52:00.006+08:00

Contract ended..
and im jobless

AGAIN

from under one roof to side by side

2009-06-27T14:10:00.003+08:00

When wurking from under one roof changed to wurking at the same level,doing the same job task n just seated side by side to each other....

HEAVEN LA KAN!!!!

1 roof

2009-06-20T01:00:00.000+08:00

wen wurking under 1 roof starts now......

remaining

2009-06-19T22:03:00.004+08:00

Herez the remaining pix.

ENJOYZIEEE!!!!

Ladycaffe-Latteing

2009-06-18T16:28:00.008+08:00

Phew..just came back from my 21st bday chalet..A lil shag here so i will just roughly tell u guys wad had happened..1st day which only consist of my fam members and usop(LEMAU-ING)2nd day which is the real day and wev the REAL people..(FUN-NING)and so the (LADYCAFFE-LATTEING)Thanks guys for everything.Hugs and Kisses for each one of u.
*more pixz cuming up soon*

17 june start wurk

2009-06-11T22:56:00.007+08:00

Well...i realised moz of the ppl around me is havin a hard tym handling deir r'ship.Izit an EMO season for couples or wad??I WONDER.Niway,i received a call from bb juz now wen im at wurk.He was telling me that he getz the job in my office but a diff job task.He will strt on the 17 of june.yah!!!!my bday,my chalet...Hmpphh..he asked me whether to reject the offer but i keep on insisting on him to accept the job due to the situation ryt now.So yeh,bb will only be joinin in the fun at later part of e day for my bday.Hmmm...in such situation u juz need to do the right thing but not wad u think is right.Well his job timing will be differ wev mine as well coz he will be having weekends off.I intend to work on weekdays too so that i concentrate more on my driving on the weekends.It looks like i hev to discuss diz wev my CUTE boss.

!!!HUAHUAHUAHUA!!!

tak leh angz

2009-06-10T09:50:00.000+08:00

.TIME EXPLAINz EVERYTHING.

Holla ppl...Theres not much calls to be handle nowadays and that is why i have the time to actually change my blogskin color n inserted more songs..And yah,FINALLY i've created my archives..so ppl do view all my DISASTEROUS pic from the beggining til the month of april 2006..I can actually realise how ORBIT and FAT i use to be..and its kinda funny to see my self growing.

!!TAK-LEH ANGZ BEBZ!!

hush hush

2009-06-09T10:25:00.004+08:00

BB have a new habit that is-ASKING FOR A BREAKUP-

He will mention dat everytime i question him abt his mistake.

So yeh,i will use the reverse psychology from now on and be silence.

!!!FATIN HUSH HUSH!!!

usop is a jerk

2009-06-08T20:51:00.007+08:00

Sheet happenz again n again n again...I dunoe wats up wev him,hes good one day n hes bad on the other,,Chee-Bai...1st he accompanied me to PP coz i hev to meet my fren to take sum stuff n did sum small chat wev her so he went off walking around the mall,..After chatting wev my fren i called him to tell him dat im done coz i lost him..I hev to lyk call him 3-4 times n look for him lyk a mad girl n EVENTUALLY i find him..I did asked him on y muz he always silent his phone if he cant feel the vibration n he gave me the stupid reason on earth that he is using a china phone and dun lyk to activate the ringtone coz the ringtone is too loud(den y e heck he keep on aksing song from me)..BODOH!BODOH!2ndly he send me home HALFWAY la seh,,i was walking infront of him and we were lyk ignoring each other coz both of us was bz-ing hearing to our MP3..n when i turn back hes already gone...How mean can he be..After what ive did,helping him to get a job etc-diz is wad i get in return...Haiz,,,hes being a total JACKASS these year and he did mention once that he wanna a BREAK-UP coz he dun want me to suffer.

DUHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

guess watch

2009-06-07T22:05:00.006+08:00

Another gift i received for my 21st bday-GUESS WATCH

Thanks mama....

gateway

2009-06-05T22:50:00.006+08:00

I own diz GATEWAY NOTEBOOK for my 21st bday which is cuming in a handfull of days. Thanks dad

yus-i nak break

2009-06-05T11:44:00.005+08:00

I was hurt yesterday..
deeply...

LG KS360

2009-06-03T09:45:00.006+08:00

Ive got a NEW phone
and im LUVIN it!!!!